However, it's not as though you have done anything that actually warrants this sensation, I was just drunk, blackout drunk, and I sense, not my best self, ( who knows, for all I know I could've been a better self!) nothing really to be ashamed of. I find that I sometimes can't maintain the conversations that I want to be able to hold, I become increasingly awkward, have few images at best of the latter part of the night, whether anyone else actually notices these traits I don't know, this is my social anxiety playing out. Anyway, point being, I am hungover and anxiety ridden, and will not drink vodka again, spoken in true stereotypical 'I'm never drinking again' form..
God, someone help me with this solitude right now. It was a good night though!